so hows it like to lose yourself in the concept of "self-love"
whats it like to become the person you used to hate and look down upon?
you lost yourself and this is what you became.
you lose yourself in the tiniest fractions and meaningless doings
in the high and dry and gushes of adrenaline.
you put your key of your own happiness into any pocket,slit or comfort you could find
among bright lights and tequila shots
its funny how you lose yourself in a blink
but build yourself back up with a span of what seems like forever
do we only really get better?
youve became what others decide to let you be
we often try to find what we lose but never know when we lost them
bittersweet seperation
like all fire burns out, so did our hearts and the passion we possessed.
what ever happened to us
we were so broken it didn't matter what was ahead.
they will now always have a part of you
you will never ever have again.
although we might always lose once more
heres what we learn
we might spend weeks,months,years or a lifetime
trying to go back to pre damage.
recognise you're somewhere new now,
its a new you
new serenity
take yourself back and realise you fell
its time to stand back up
have a stand and find a purpose
i am no lesser than you
and you are not much more than me
tell your story and let it go
i guess you learn and accept your fall, your foolishness and your discontent, and we might always be filled with questions along the way "how did we get here"
i choose to believe to fall is to rise again and to rise is to fall harder,
to rise higher
there is no end to this pursuit /
vicious cycles they come and may never go
its what we choose to learn and what we choose to believe
how we stand up again and fall all over again
with each time stronger
look at how far you've come
forgive who guided you there
and forgive yourself
feed yourself with adventures.
know its okay to be weak
but take control,
hows it like to lose yourself in the concept of "self-love"
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